Wished and lost ..

At times in a day, Now and then more..
I follow your words.

How detestable is the time
moving slowly, only to lose sight of your smile..
One day I shall fill in the blanks , only for you to know.

You said to go in oblivion,
you said to keep it buried.
Clouded tears in the dark, marred my spirit
Couldn't blow many things,
mortal eyes didn't reserve it.

Vent circled with divergence,
Utterance in the vicinity daunted the agony.
A malady which I'm going through,
Couldn't be bitter if you were around.

Drag me to the graveyard,
where I see you all the time.
Withered on the infernal life
peeling the skin of grief.