Wished and lost ..

At times in a day, Now and then more..
I follow your words.

How detestable is the time
moving slowly, only to lose sight of your smile..
One day I shall fill in the blanks , only for you to know.

You said to go in oblivion,
you said to keep it buried.
Clouded tears in the dark, marred my spirit
Couldn't blow many things,
mortal eyes didn't reserve it.

Vent circled with divergence,
Utterance in the vicinity daunted the agony.
A malady which I'm going through,
Couldn't be bitter if you were around.

Drag me to the graveyard,
where I see you all the time.
Withered on the infernal life
peeling the skin of grief.

Carried away

Leave the wounds, it counts the separation..
Leave my soul alone ,let it haunt me through you..

Hate me , Prevent me, Slap me from loving you more and more...
Leave my flesh uncut, I love being groomed, still the heart is yours..
Just leave some beats counting,

listen to it, cant your hear those ? cant you feel it ?
it is hauling towards you..
keep running away with keys of solicitude and leave me in the solitude..

Am I still an unwelcome guest in your life ?
Oh peggy peggy, oh peggy..
You are a strong wind with a fragrance of calmness..

Move aside .. go away .. Take yourself far..
You have poisoned my eyes.. Let it see you in the curtains..
I will find you again and again till you burn me alive..

And then Jessy...

And then Jessy looked back...

Day he met her , the day he buried himself,
Why this notion is harrowing him..
why he don't learn from mistakes..
why he has a hope in one more love life..

The parapet of his room, she expects him to be there ?
Is that look of her, makes him a dazed one..
Is that look of her, makes him live at the parapet..
Is that look of her, makes him wait till the dawn..

Her eyes clipped with the smile, she needs him in her life?
How can she, thaw his retribution on past..
How can she, look the way he dreamed previous night..
How can she, takes his pulse into the orbits..

And then Jessy looked back..
His eyes spoke to her, to stay the course for a while..
His breath made her feel, it reckoned her life too..
His waiting made her feel ................................

And then Jessy .............................

The shadow

The quivering were smiling. The time was dark but the sky was clear, through the quilt, I feel the force. The act of occult. The immortal was touching me over the puff. All I can say, we are not alone. I see the fear of unknown.

The shadow of the dead, rise and step with wolfs howl. The weak will be wailed with pain.
The pain of separation from us gives me the pleasure over your nod. Kill the vanity and break the balance.

The sleep swept away, light painted the sky. My innate legs behest race. I shall quench your flames, after I retaliate. The blood is warm till then.

Frozen Blood

Oh the pilot of felicity , lead me to the yesterday
Heed to her specks of vociferation
Let my osculation heal her tears..

Oh the pilot of ruthfulness, lead me to the robots
like you subterfuge the sun with clouds
make me blind from hopes and life
Let the death of light fall on me and take me to her orbits..

Oh the pilot of the nonentity
Vitiate me like you plundered her,
Spoil me into the unfaithful,
Crush the sands of my blood into her soul
for my lilting after life...

No matter, what you do......

You kept pouring out words
But i only heard what I wanted to
I ignored the words, I didnt care to listen to.
I saw just what i liked in you;
forgetting the bad in you.

Sometimes when I look back
I find you still there in my memory
No matter how hard I have tried
to wipe out you from my memories.
The attempts I have made all are in vein, because
No matter how I kept convincing myself,
That I dont care for you.

I find myself remembering you,
Your words..... Your smile.....
No matter how I shunt my ears,
Your voice keeps ringing in my heart.

No matter how many times
I have hardened myself
You kept melting me.... with your smile
and no matter how you have hurt me......
I feel..... I... Love... You, still.....

Sharo.....

Rain and umbrella...

I was walking from my office to my bus stop as usual. But it was raining that day. I am a simple boy with no ambitions. But the rain blessed me with a great sight. It came with a beautiful lady. She had to go somewhere and she had no umbrella. She saw me holding an umbrella. She called can you drop me... I asked where you are going... I am heading bus stop. She said No probs... we can walk... I am on same way. It was first time a girl is sharing my umbrella. We walked very carefully and we tried to talk something. Everything I ask she has an answer which is expected and everything I answer is same to what she expects. We had same wavelength of thoughts. She smiles a lot and it was so charming and glowing, anyone would kill a smile on her. But what to say.. Suddenly a turning came at the mid of road and she said... This is my way... Thanks for the lift... I had a mouth full to talk and an eye full to see and a heart full to care and more or less I became silent. It was so raining I couldnt drop her till end. I had to sadly watch her go and it was so fast that I liked her so much and she got dissolved in the rain and I could barely see her. I thanked my sweet umbrella for giving this chance and I decided then to have this umbrella all the time with me with a hope that whenever she comes this way and in need of this umbrella and I can go to her and say You are always safe under this umbrella and cared and protected when I hold you and this umbrella.